Journal / first ever ‘jonathan ames and moby variety show’

hi,
i’m just heading out to do the first ever ‘jonathan ames and moby variety show’.
it should be fun.
what if it’s not?
what if it’s a disaster?
what if i’m perfectly comfortable performing in front of 150,000 people but i freeze up in front of 75?
ah, anxiety…
if nothing else it’ll be fun because the performers that we have performing are really great, and i get to play a song with my old pal renee risque.
and maybe dino and frank and some of the other hep cats will be there with showgirls and bottles of brown liquor.
i just watched will farrel as robert goulet. he’s my hero.
‘mmm…burbank’
‘what’s that johnny? no, i couldn’t. me? sing a song? no. oh well, ok’.
if you were able to get tickets to the variety show i hope that you end up having a fun time.
maybe we’ll even have a sing-a-long.
-moby